Star Magazine is claiming to have gotten their hands on the personal diary of actress Lindsay Lohan! Allegedly, in a secret journal, the starlet reveals her innermost feelings for Brokeback Mountain actor Heath Ledger at the time of his death.
On January 22, 2008, Lilo is said to have wrote:
“Today Heath died. I’m in love with him. He was the love of my life. He taught me so much, and he was everything I’ve ever wanted and more. I want to hear him laugh and hold me. I crave his touch and care. When a person dies the world stops. I’m numb.”
Lohan was apparently planning on introducing Ledger to her mother Dina right around the time that the actor passed away.
In 2008, RadarOnline obtained a phone conversation in which her mom Dina told Michael Lohan that their daughter was “dating Heath when he died.” At the time, rumors were also widely circulating that Ledger was dating fashion mogul Mary-Kate Olsen.
Heath Ledger split from his actress girlfriend Michelle Williams in September 2007. He left behind a daughter, Matilda Rose, who is now six-years-old.